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i exclaim!! 

When i was a child (i dont remember the duration of my "chidness"; i guess it would be 4-10 years of my being), i used to pray to god, of course- there was no other choice at that time, for two things :

1) A sister.
2) A magic wand which will give me everything i wanted-from chocolates to dresses to ability of mind reading! i wanted to know what was going on in my parents' and friends' minds.

Another strange idea i had was that "i was a milkwoman who had a bucket which is an "akshayapatram." milk flowed continuously  until i asked it to stop." and this thought used to come to me only when i used to go to Indian toilet to do the needful. when i used to see the water coming from the tap, i used to imagine that it was milk. i used to sell my product to imaginary customers!!

i am sure i was mad from then!! but i miss my madness and i wish it comes back to me.. imagination is beautiful!!! I have a sister now.. But i miss my magic wand :( 

I have been on a writing spree for quite a long time now!! I wrote draft of my "autobiography" in ten hours and that too without a break!! (Of course, I slept in between as I had started writing at 1 AM) I am quite happy with my performance :) But I am very impatient, which is quite and established fact. So the quality is not too good!  But i am happy that I sat for so long!!

Anyways, that is not the real problem!! the problem is I want to write now, and there are so many things on which i wanna write.. When i started to write this post, the blogger is asking me to "Post Title"!!! Frankly i dont have one!! is it necessary to have a title to post or write somthing? many be for the clarity to the reader, it is important.. But when we think something, do we give our thought a title and then frame our thoughts? when we communicate with our friends, do we say-- today the topic is " watching a film." I have heard that this movie is really good, and the actors are X and Y and this is the story line. can we go and watch it?-- if the pattern of communication was like this i dont think we would have had  " friends" or "family" or any other informal relations. everything would have been just public relation through a patterned procedure.

so i have decided that i  will just write what comes to my mind. it might not have any sections or subsections or titles. they would be just my thoughts, which are as volatile as the voltage!! 

funny thing about life is that, you can't have a constant opinion about it. sometimes it will make u say that 'Life is so beutiful' and sometimes u might feel 'life is so boring and meaningless'.

some people take it so easy and some take it so serious. few are always in pursuit of their dreams and few just live keeping in mind 'Zindagi na milegi dobara'. just like the way there are as many kinds of minds as the number of heads, there are as many kinds of opinions on life as the number of people

why do ppl buy cars?

writing, is it a skill??? hmm. i think it is an expression. and when someone writes something which is directly from heart, the expression becomes pure and sincere. and people mistake this purity for skillfulness

there is always a huge cry about the traffic problems, the pavement problems, garbage problems etc in the city. but the infrastructure development of the outskirts of the city is hardly been discussed. concerns pop up once in blue moon, but they are easily forgotten by people and authorities.

there is much to talk about fort cochin area, where i hail from. the general perception is

'Fort Kochi=Garbage+Mosquitoes'

this is not a recent phenomena. it's been there since ages. gcda, corporation,councillors... everyone has given up and the mosquitoes are ruling the place. garbage bins are always leaking and the cattle wandering on the road like playing with the food packets and plastic wastes.during monsoon the situation is worse. waste of food articles get pasted on road and the plastic bags float in the monsoon water. the drainages are closed in some parts in unscientific manner. this blocks water from its smooth flow through drainage. so the residents get free training in swimming in this 'pure' water.

but recently as the water flow in Rameswaram canal is blocked, people have to swim even inside their houses. the canal is not cleaned frequently it is one of the main reasons for never ending 'mosquitoes'. there are fog engines, 'fog mans' ..... but now the situation is such that mosquitoes can't exist without them! now the residents celebrate the 'mosquito culture' through conducting competitions in mosquito catching